um you know guys
drawing should be fun and relaxing and nice hobby
well for me it is all of those .. sometimes.

At the moment I don't have any inspiration to draw, I just wan't to concentrate on other things. But all the time I feel bad because I'm not drawing. I know, I should draw only when I feel like or when I want to, but..
since I want to be an art teacher when I grow up I feel like I should be drawing 24/7 and I should have awesome talent to draw everything. I've been practising how to draw animals, humans, plants and like.. a lot of everything. But still I feel I should be perfect, and since I'm not satisfied with my artistic skills.. I feel disappointed every time I think about drawing and especially my future.

I know, I know. When it comes to drawing, no-one is perfect and you can always get better but still, I can't help feeling like this. Everything I have practised on my own and I really feel I should go to some kind of artschool after highschool or something.. Oh well, fortunately I still have about two years to try to do my best and develope my drawingstyle.

Umh sorry about ranting but this actually made me feel better ;3